Dilema

The uncertainity of time is very evident to me - there are things I want to do and there are things that are bound to happen. In the matrix of these two, a variety of combinations are possible and the favourable ones are least expected to happen but most wanted. To choose one among the two as a priority is a difficult choice - if you keep doing things you want to do and not care for anything else, you are branded arrogant, aggressive, head-strong and what not; while if you choose to resign to time, then you are weak-hearted, unambitious, etc. In Indian culture both have their acceptance levels and generally a mix is considered to be good, but then should one be an average person or try to be an achiever even in the face of repeated failure or a failure who with luck can be a sort of achiever. Right now I'm facing this dilema and am afraid that I might choose something at the cost of the other and I'm very much a function to that cost at the moment. One thing I hate is not being where I want to go and career too is not an exception to this rule. So, as you might have already guessed, there are somethings I want to do, but am not sure whether I might get the opportunity to do it. Ideally I would look for the suitable opportunity at almost any cost till I get to do what I want to do. I hope I'll be doing the write things.

New Year 2006

For the first time I partied on a New Year's night in a place that was not paid-organised but more like a get-together that had all the fun of a party (to be understood as booze, games, food, music and dance). New Year is pretty fun all the time, except that I've noticed that if I sleep through it, the year goes by pretty well. The only time I remember actually blasting it out was on the advent of this century (20th to 21st) and that time the year was really good - infact lot of things that happened then, laid foundations to what I'm now. Lets check what this year has in store!! Lot of unknowns and hope pieces fall in place as the year moves on!!

Hapyy New Year to All!!